Disclaimer: You will either love this or hate it. I don't know what to tell you
Men
are a strange sort. I don't claim to understand much more than they
mostly just need food, sex and to be appreciated. I said strange, not
complicated. Problem is, Disney isn't creating a Prince Charming who
mostly just eats, tinkers with whatever hobby suits him, looks for booty
as often as he can get it and then wants his Princess to swoon when he
performs some basic task that is outside of his interest, (this task is
generally something his Princess does on any given day without any
expectation of praise). Don't get me wrong, men are of crucial
importance both in a relationship and in the world and there isn't
anything wrong with their general simplicity, and all that comes along
with it. I thank God that my husband is pretty basic. If he wasn't I
would have no one to bring me down from whatever ledge I land on at any
given moment. Us women love ledges.
So that's it?
No. Of course not. I am not NEARLY that short winded. There is a problem.
There is always a problem.
The
problem is that Disney isn't drawing a real Prince and niether is any
other source of information as to what men, or husbands, should be. The
Bible has some pretty legit stuff to say about it. Something along the
lines of, "Men love your wives as Christ loves the church..." (Which is a
REALLY heavy statement). It goes on to say, "Women submit to your
husbands..." Women usually have no problem with that first part but then
get really panty twisted about the rest because "How totally sexist of
God..."
First off, don't miss the point. If your
husband was really working to love you as Christ loves the church,
(which in case you are wondering is in complete selflessness and
ultimate sacrifice), it would be second nature to submit to him. You
would WANT to submit to Him because you would know everything he did,
everything he asks, is in your best interest. SO, by bucking submission
you would really just be bucking what is best for you.
Unfortunately,
so many of us don't feel as though our husbands are working to love us
that way. Maybe our husbands have taken the second part of that
scripture and totally taken advantage of it (many men have and do, no
doubt). Maybe our husbands don't even believe the Bible. Maybe they just
don't care to work that hard at selflessness whether they believe in
God or not. Maybe
WE don't even understand selflessness but expect it from them.
Here is the thing.
What
I said about men up top, about how they really just want food (to be
taken care of in a sense), sex (to feel wanted) and to be appreciated
(in their minds they really are trying even if you don't see it that
way)- I FULLY BELIEVE THIS. If you have issue with this theory, stop
reading cause you just aren't going to like where I am going. Women are
always looking for what is generally an unrealistic
expectation. We
want someone whose like, a bad boy, but like, loves babies and holds
doors open, but like works really hard and also totally puts his life on
hold at all times to engage us at our every whim. We want a movie
character. The same can be said for dudes. They want some timeless
beautiful bright eyed epitome of woman with no need to ask where he is
going or how long he will be, may or may not want to have babies ever
and just so happens to love whatever team/car/beer he is into and cannot
keep her hands off him. Again, the expectation is RIDICULOUS.
We expect.
Culture
tells us we should have all kinds of expectations. Big ones. And I
think some of this is okay, when you are dating in particular. You
really can weed out all sorts of what you would find to be "no thank
yous" by having genuine deal breakers in terms of a partner. Thus, the
importance of ACTUALLY dating and getting to know someone and what they
believe and how their mind works, rather than just having sex with
whatever hot guy/girl rolls your way and hoping that something else will
click too. However, if you don't do this....and even if you do, and you
end up married and appalled that your husband/wife just isn't up to
par....
CHECK YOURSELF.
The answer is always "Lord change ME."
It is UNFAIR. I FREAKING KNOW. I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW- YOU DON'T HAVE TO
TELL ME I FREAKING KNOW. Life is unfair. But something really cool
happens when you start working on you rather than trying to fix other
people or sit bitterly waiting on them to fix themselves....YOU ACTUALLY
GROW AND CHANGE, which in turn, by way of shifting your focus, makes
everyone else less monstrous. When you start practicing GRACE and stop
getting pissed because your husband simply cannot take out the trash
without being told, or better yet drinks a few more beers than YOU would
prefer on a more regular basis than YOU think is necessary, then you
can appreciate what he DOES do, enjoy that he is simply present, and maybe even WANT to have sex
regularly. Working on yourself, when God is part of the equation, cannot
be separated from extending the same grace to others that has been so
lavishly and completely extended to you.
Because
chances are, YOU, girlfriend, are not up to par either. You miss the
mark. You get pissy for no reason and then tell him nothing is wrong and
then get mad because he didn't ask again after the first time. And even
if you aren't that way, as good a wife as you could EVER be, you will
still fall short, not only because he probably has a lifetime of
unrealistic expectations too, but also because YOU ARE HUMAN.
Husbands are men. Men are human. The secret to marriage is "Lord change ME."
I just fixed your life. For free.
You're welcome.
PS.
I get that not everyone understands or agrees with this "grace" thing
or cares to adopt that "life is unfair therefor bloom where you are
planted" stuff. Maybe you don't care about maintaining a marriage or
relationship and that is totally your prerogative but clearly this blog
is not for you and that does not make you any less anything as far as I
am concerned.